July 30, 2008

work it, work out.

Friday I start my work out + diet.
I'm not excited about it its something I have to do
I really fell I gain my weight back, my skinny jeans don't even fit loose no more =[

i hate my yo-yo weight
I lose weight fast the only problem is keeping it off.
I'm currently a size 36, hard to think that I use to be a size 42 thats ubber gross
My goal is to get to a size 30 and lose my nasty gut
I after I reach my goal I'll finally buy American apparel colored skinny jeans that ive always wanted but they only have small sizes.

I know some people tell me to "love my body"
but I can't do that cause I hate it with a passion

Hopefully I see some results by the end of the month