October 21, 2008

high school crush

so yesterday i went to the library
and damn
I saw the cutest guy ever.
he was one of those grungy type of guys
and he was way taller than me, of course
and i found out he's a service worker there during 5th period.

when i was there me and him just smiled everytime we looked at each other
but my dumbass never had the courage to go up to him and introduce myself.
:[

fuck man,
i wanted to punch myself when i left
and now i see him every morning on my way to class

how do i just go up to him and introduce myself without me getting all sweaty and nervous.

fuck!!!!!
WHY DO I HAVE TO BE SO FUCKEN SHY.

>=[

im mad at myself.